So I Kinda Got a Job...

Now it don't start till May, and it definitely isn't a career move, but it will keep me out of the poor house for a bit. Unless something else comes up (and I'll keep looking for something else to come up), I'll be working at Beech Bend Park here in Bowling Green. It's an amusement park, and honestly, I've never been. I went to their job fair this weekend, and after a quick interview, they basically hired me on the spot. It could be a great deal of fun, especially if they do what they told me, and cross train me to work in several areas. Yay for not going broke!!!!

Also, no one is calling in to win a Rush of Fools CD and the chance to play musical chairs for some tickets to Rush of Fools/Jimmy Needham, so that's kinda sad..

Also, NCAA play-in game is a final...Morehead State moves on to take on Louisville. I've decided I'm going to do a live blog on the first day of the tournament. I had a friend who was part of a live blog for the Oscars one year, and this is kinda like my Oscars. Plus, I got nothing else to do. So Thursday, be sure to check back often, as I'll be postin all day!! The Mayhem during the Madness!!!

So that was quick....

Drew Rosenhaus said last week that there were PLENTY of teams that would want TO after he was cut by the Cowboys. So the news comes that TO is visiting Buffalo. The Bills? Really? And then...

HE SIGNS?!?!?!? With the Bills?!?!!?? Really?!?!?!!?! One year, 6.5 mil.

So, when TO was on the market, here was the checklist for a team to be successful with TO...

A QB who has a strong arm and leadership.

A Coach who can handle TO's locker room antics.

The need for a wide receiver.

Let's go through this checklist with the Bills, shall we?

Need for a wide receiver? Check, they got Lee Evans, he's quick, but not a #1.

A QB with a strong arm and leadership? JP Losman? Trent Edwards? Hmmm, no check.

A coach who can handle TO's locker room antics? Dick Jauron? Defense maybe. Plus it's not like he's kept the locker room in check. Marshawn Lynch is in some legal trouble as well. Hmmm, no check.

HE IS GONNA TEAR BUFFALO A NEW ONE!!

So I've been looking for advice...

I am terrible at consistency when it comes to studying, but when I had a little meltdown back in '08, freaking out about my future and stuff, one of my pastors at Hillvue, pastor Jeff Reynolds, hooked me up with a DVD study by Andy Stanley, called "Discovering God's Will." I did the first one almost right away, because the topic excited me.




I just did the second one today. And again, I learn something new. Funny how that works, you study God's word, and you learn something new. Anywhos...

Today's study dealt with how we look at God when we turn to Him. See, most of us want to know what God wants to do with us before we sign on. We want all the details first. That's just how we are, it's how we've been taught with everything else. We don't take a job without asking certain questions, we have to have details. But God don't work like that a lot, we gotta show our faith by signing on to His plan, even if we don't know what's going on.

Proverbs 3:5-6
Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; ⁶ in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.

See, we gotta say, "God, my answer is yes, now where should I go?" Because too many times, we just take God's plan and take it like advice from a friend, consider an option, then make the decision yourself. Lean on our own understanding. God doesn't give his plan for consideration...He shows us His will expecting OBEDIENCE. That's been my problem. Ultimately, I've believed the decision has come down to me, and what I want to do. It's time to realize that I'm broken, my way sucks, and His way is awesome. It's time to stop taking advice from God, and take direction from Him.

I'm sure I'll talk more about this study, it's worth looking into. Hopefully it won't be over a month before I open it again.

So I think I'm over it....

Yeah, all that stuff in the last post....I'm over it now....

Just caught myself really trying to force myself into liking a girl, that's enough of that....

That's all...

So my thoughts on this day...

That's right, a Valentine's Day post, or a Singles Awareness Day, whichever you like to see it as. I've never really experienced the fullness of this day, cuz if you've seen my 25 things on facebook, I've never had a girlfriend this time of the year (along with basically every major holiday). I expect that to change, but probably not in the next 11 hours. And I'm totally cool with that. But to celebrate, I guess I'm gonna share my thoughts on the whole love thing in my experience.....

I have a skewed viewpoint on relationships. Not because of my parents. It's probably because of their relationship that I even want to get married someday. They truly love eachother, and constantly serve as a reminder of what God can do in all things if we just let them. I blame my hometown. See, growing up in Booneville, people were always hooking up, but not doing anything. There's nothing to do in Booneville. It's a good hour to the nearest movie theater, and basically anything you would go to on a date (nice place to eat, putt putt, etc.). So most couples would either drive around town for hours, hang out in the Family Dollar parking lot, or stay at home and get to baby makin'. None of those options really appealed to me, so whenever I did have a girlfriend, it was someone on the track team with me, and we would just hang out on track meets. Thus, no significant emotional attachment to a girl. I also think it's left me a little socially inept.

But something I developed in that time was this need inside to always be infatuated with somebody. I've always had a crush on a girl, even if I had to force it on myself. Why? I don't know. And that's kinda what I'm doing now. I kinda like this girl, but I never see her. And I don't really know that much about her. So why do I like her? I'm guessing because I always have to have a crush on a girl, and she's kinda cute. But is that all? I hope not.

I'd like to say I'm perfectly content on being single and waiting for the one God has for me...but I don't think it's necessarily true. I'm impatient, anxious, and making my momma more nervous by the day. And with no relatively decent chance of that changing anytime soon would be enough to make one depressed on this day.

But I'm not...go figure right? I guess that while I'm all those things in the last paragraph, I'm also confident that my Heavenly Father has me, and loves me more than I'll ever comprehend. Cool.

So being sick sucks...

That's all I really wanted to say...it's not even that I'm drastically sick, just got a severe head cold, which is still bad when you're a DJ and you need your voice. Not to mention I have to use hand sanitizer every 5 minutes cuz I blow my nose, then sanitize so I don't spread nothin'.

Here's to getting off the air soon, watching 24 (cuz a stupid head cold can't keep me away from Jack), and going home to some good ol' Nyquil.

Deuces!

So there was this game last night...

And it was Awesome!!! Man what a great Super Bowl. I think my viewing experience was only enhanced by having a true Steelers fan with me, going nuts, yelling screaming, forcing others to cower in fear of this tiny little man. I love my friends!!

If only I would have recorded my prediction that I made on the air Saturday during my shift, in which I said...
"Steelers will jump out to a big lead in the first half...Then Arizona will come back late in the third, but the Steelers pull it out in the fourth."

Which is basically what happened, except it took the Cardinals a bit longer to come back then I predicted, but still, a great game. Just as good as last years, which I thought would be hard to top...